These are all great questions and only you know the answer to them. Your character will reflect your decisions, which will ultimately determine what you get. You might not be the best, but you can give your best effort. You can make sure that you are an energy giver, not an energy taker. This is not a light switch that you can flip on and off. It is always on. Bring it every day like it is your last. You will not feel like it some days. So what! Act differently than you feel. Do more than expected. You will not be outworked no matter what. This means giving total effort 100% of the time every day. You can out hustle anyone. Stop looking for ways out and start grinding. It’s up to you. You are not lacking the ability. You are blocking it.